do you ever scream quietly?
do you ever think quietly?
do you ever talk quietly?
do you ever pray quietly?
do you ever groan quietly?
Divine and intra
communication -
I love it love it.
I have just posted that on my facebook so
I though I would share it with you.
It has been hot in the UK for a few days.
Unusual.
We are not equipped for the snow
or the sun.
Most of us love it.
Feels like we are on holiday.
On the tube trains of London
it is different.
it feels like we are in a sauna!
I feel
(I wonder how you feel right now?
I am just about to undress my soul
and tell you about mine)
I feel hot and it will be during the night.
I feel in limbo.
I feel challenged
I feel for a human who has all sorts of issues
but pretends to be sorted.
No dropped guard.
No confiding
No responding,
No authenticity
No friends it seems
No sharing of feelings
and this is unusual,
when I share my vulnerability - my very own .......
That means to me -
a total mask
total lock down
total two persons
not one whole person
the intra
and
the out-a.
It is a painful way to live
exist I would say.
I consider that the journey into wholeness
(I don't like the spelling 'holeness' so much)
Is experiencing the soul expanding inside us
expanding until it fills our very being
every corner
every limb
every crevice
every part of body mind and spirit.
Then we become one beautiful human.
The we become WHOLE.
It will never happen of course.
Completely I mean.
It is a journey.
'The Glory of God is a person fully alive'
said some famous geezer who's name I forget.
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I feel in limbo because we are moving
but
don't know
where
when
how.
It changes our focus.
I am committed to it
I am on the road -
but that is the limbo too!
I am midst changes -
and change is good.
If change does not happen
If uncertainty does not happen
I will refresh the irritation daily
I want to reside in a place called
uncomfortable
where growth resides.
But I have feelings too.
They change daily - NO
moment by moment.
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Questions::
(always better if you ask them to another
and speak the answers yourself
- next best thing is writing the answers)
1 What colour would describe you interior right now?
2 What colour would describe your exterior you right now?
3 What feeling is predominant right now?
4 Which human person is inside your head right now?
5 When was the last time you prayed?
6 When is the last time you wept?
7 Describe the connection between 5 and 6?
8 Name three activities which help you in your wholeness journey?
9 Say when you last actually participated in those activities?
10 Will you think of a question for me and send it?
