Tuesday, June 23, 2009





"Love with every passion blending"

I am catching Big Brother late night from the Hard Disc recording system.
I note that some of the humans annoy me.
THEY don't annoy me - it is their behaviour.
(in fact it is not them - these are my feelings - they are not making me do/feel/think anything - these feelings are all mine. Their behaviour is triggering ME)

I transpose my feelings
my reflections
to humans I meet every day.
It makes me think ......
How my feelings can direct my behaviour and
my attitudes.
I am trying to learn from Big Brother.

When I am working with groups
I don't recall feeling annoyed with
real humans in the flesh.
I am tuned in to accept anything in terms of behaviour -
and language. (I don't mean violence or abusing people).

I think, when I am watching BB, I am more switched off.
More apart.
More in learning mode.

I always want to be deep
not superficial.
Sometimes I am give up and be conservative.
I am glad it is not too often .......

I am thinking of you now.
How do you react to humans on TV or in flesh?
The inner reactions
The behaviour, outer, reactions.
Do you sometimes feel you mess up?
Do you regret?

Whatever the above - you are still beautiful.
Behaviour does not stop you being loved
100%
Precious
Special
Unique
A beautiful human person -
loved with every passion blending ..............