Sunday, January 09, 2011

You may be aware
that I am on the quest
of telling you
who I am -

and I don't know who I really am
unless I tell you.

The process of 'telling'
is the process of 'becoming'
who I am.

If I tell you my feelings -
that will help me to know
who I am and
who I am becoming.

I have been doing it

a bit this week.
that is.

As I tell you these things,
I am feeling myself -
feeling the reality
I feel good.

Sometimes I do not feel good.
These feelings are good too -
if I feel them.

When I feel that sort,
I am learning
about myself
I am churning
learning life
- my interior

- my exterior.

If I only tell you my activities,
and not my feelings,
I am not telling you who I am
or myself
or God.

I am a ................
NOT becoming human
if I do not touch my feelings

thanx for reading
these few poor words.
They are the best I can offer -
but they are real
clicked your way
as best as possible