You may be aware
that I am on the quest
of telling you
who I am -
and I don't know who I really am
unless I tell you.
The process of 'telling'
is the process of 'becoming'
who I am.
If I tell you my feelings -
that will help me to know
who I am and
who I am becoming.
I have been doing it
a bit this week.
Becoming that is.
As I tell you these things,
I am feeling myself -
feeling the reality
and I feel good.
Sometimes I do not feel good.
These feelings are good too -
if I feel them.
When I feel that sort,
I am learning
about myself
because,
I am churning
and learning life
- my interior
- my exterior.
If I only tell you my activities,
and not my feelings,
I am not telling you who I am
or myself
or God.
I am a ................
NOT becoming human
if I do not touch my feelings
hmmm. thanx for reading
these few poor words.
They are the best I can offer -
but they are real
and clicked your way
as best as possible
bBecoming
.
