Tuesday, March 06, 2018

I had a bad temper like my Dad - he used to get his leather belt off & use it on his 4 boys. My journey INWARDS



I first was confronted by my emotions when, 
as a Youth Worker, 
I was dealing with many young guns who exploded::
Physically.
Emotionally.
Behaviorally
Verbally 
+
ALL driven by their emotions 
and I had not discovered mine.

Of course I was full of emotions.
I had a bad temper like my Dad - 
he used to get his leather belt off 
& use it on his 4 boys.

I was 40 before I started this long journey inwards.
I discovered that I could make contact with them.
I discovered that I could start managing them.

I am still a journey.
It is a journey 
inwards
into self
into understanding my emotions & behaviour
In Me
In others.....
I believe I can love others better
because I can understand myself better.

That is why I write about it.
All this cannot be separated from the 
spiritual, relational, MY OWN BEHAVIOUR !

I am becoming
BECOMING