Saturday, November 17, 2007














front-line
frontiers
on the edge
at the sharp end

You may know that I spend one day every week
training different humans in issues of conflict
handling
managing self
managing behaviour
preventing aggression
and violence
loving humans
valuing humans.

Had another day like that
as I travelled to Eastbourne
(type into google earth 'Eastbourne,uk and the world will spin and zoom down onto Eastbourne)
and I will wave when I see you.

I was dead tired after a fantastic day
mind full of the beautiful humans I have been with
I was tired
massive traffic coming out of London at 6.30
slow so slow
feelings calm
after an intense day
wondrous day
stimulating day
wow stinking wow

I was tired
stiff neck
eyes gripping the wheel
and road
guides by satellites
speaking out load
'love these humans'
fantastic being with them'

I had not eaten proper
sandwich at lunch time
now feeling the emptiness
but not in the soul
the soul is undressed
dancing naked
free

I thought this week
I am less a Trainer
more a Facilitator
more a Gamester.

I think that I encourage
facilitate
humans
to jump through hoops
of new experiences
then reflect
and then the learning
wow
me too

Now I twist my head around
now before me
1,000 beautiful humans
all youth workers
conferencing
seeking
along with me
new life
good news

I will share the pix as I journey here
wifi here
even my bedroom
want to reflect

(I have heard of a band called
"Instro-Mental"
like it)

I have been so busy recently that I have not reflected on these experiences
must do
need to
want to
yearn to

Then I think of you
in your
beautiful imperfection

wonder who you are?
today?
here and now
not yesterday
today ............ now?

I think you are beautiful
precious to the core
loved 100%
beautiful

believe



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