FridayDriving down to Bognor Regis today was terrible.
Lashing with rain and wind.
Motorways rammed.
Miss Sat Nav said two hours
it took 3.5 plus a rest/lunch stop.
(no fair trade coffee even when they advertise it's availability - stink)
Now we are her in a wee Hotel by the seaside and great for a brisk walk and a peppermint tea stop.
Dinner in the hotel as I kept my iPhone on to keep up with the scores.
The Saints were playing tonight against the Rugby League leaders
Hot hot hot Leeds.
We lost 10-14
It must have been tough and hard
such a low score
will watch it when we get home Sunday.
Now the focus is Susan and Dan and their wedding.
Beautiful humans
entwining
loving each other
I delight in their love ....................
We will also meet new humans
some we know
some we love
it is great - that feeling of love between humans.
Have had a stimulating but bitty week.
I like restless/uncomfortable/dissatisfaction
I regularly refresh the irritation
"Growth does not reside in a place called comfortable".
I have met with humans this week who show their 'uncomfortable' on their faces.
Lots of humans I know - hide it.
Some, the pain comes through.
I meet with human individuals as part of my work
It is a privilege.
The ones who concern me are the ones who carry their pain in their faces and are not willing or able to talk at it.
Opening, exploring, is a way of working things through.
Never to a conclusion, reaching a conclusion - maybe never BUT
- but a start on a journey ............
Some are up one day, self destruct another.
Sometimes it is not in daily modules -
it can be hourly fluctuations - or less.
What the hell is going on inside?
It is all down to feelings which humans flee from.
So many are scared of feelings rather than see them as signals like toothache.
Pain is good - as long as we read the signals.
This is a bit heavy from Bognor and a Friday night
but it lives with me under my skin.
Bblessed Susan and Dan
I am forever with you ...................
