Feeling really tired this morning.
It lasts for a few hours.
Usually only mornings.
Mornings have never been my best time.
As a Youth Worker evening work always the norm.
For years and years it was
5 or more nights a week until 11pm or more.
Squeezed time-off came in the afternoon.
Split shifts it was called.
Admin, planning, meetings in the mornings -
face to face every evening.
Then the week-end residentials ............
so-so powerful for relationships
top top youth working.
So I have never been a 'morning person'.
But now I feel knackered
Training or Driving home late at night
I could do with out.
Even after a long social day - not only when working out.
I guess it is my age catching up on me.
It does catch us up
whatever age we are .........
When I am working OUT
it sometimes means a 4am alarm.
Then the adrenaline flows and no problem.
When I am working IN -
admin and computing - not my bag.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have known that for years.
I get excited with people
Non-human interactions not so good
even when it is humans at the other end of a tweet/mail/facebook!
Coming up is
Spain/Ireland/Norway.
I need to prep.
I need to reflect too.
I have to reflect to learn.
That's why I started to click here/now.
To get stuff out of my system.
AND there is a lot more in there.
This is just the surface.
Deeper reflections needed ......
Thanx for clicking this way.
I never know who read my clicking.
I have to do it anyway -
so thank you for reading
and hope you will reflect too?
Stay Beautiful.
BHP
