I hate to say this but,
I sometimes have an inner 'cringe'
at the disaster of a life lived.
Someone with massive issues
Outside my own 'first hand' experience.
Outside ........
the 'on show me' ....
.... is a sensitive and loving,
not shocked,
not cringing away
never
......and that is real.
But I feel some considerable pain
when I stand or sit or get in close
to a human in pain .....