Saturday, November 26, 2016

I will not be a reactor ............

........ there is a man who I see regularly who 
never looks my way
never speaks until I say hello
never uses my name
more often a grunt
never eye contact
always the head dropped

this human person
I WILL say
a beautiful human person
- will not change my way of 
saying hello to everyone
using a name whenever I can recall
looking whilst communicating

I have decided to behave in a certain way 
and another human 
will not control my proactive communication 
by their own behaviour.
I will not be a reactor

I know a woman who is nasty to me
all the time
every interaction

I will be 
I will not be
a reactor

There is some deep sense of faith 
and psychology/theology behind this - 
I must try to understand it sometime.

          "work like you don't need the money
          dance like no-one is watching
          sing like no-one is listening
          love like you have never been hurt"