Friday, April 14, 2017

I write - I have to I want to capture my inside as well as what I hear see feel ……....





In Church Cathedral 
GOOD FRIDAY
Words on the service sheet - 

but I write - 
I have to
I want to capture my inside as well as what I 
hear
see
feel ……....

Now dead
So what
But
Then
Darkness over the whole land:
He is dead
This special miracle worker
This different kind of communicator
This crowd pleaser
This crowd blesser
This crowd lover
This individual lover

A good life, 
too early to die
33 so young
33 such a waste
33 if only he had lived longer
33 if only he was alive now
33 if only? 
Then I could meet him, 
get to know him? 
Strike up something special.
Maybe a relationship like no other!
Maybe a life changing, 
directional type of relationship ?

If only
What?
WHAT?

What? - you say he is still around?
Still available?
Still keen?
Still open to a relationship?
Still willing to bless?
What?




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