Thursday, April 27, 2017

I am aware that in moments of a day tears arrive in my eyes.

I am aware that in moments of a day tears arrive in my eyes. 
Maybe once a day.
Maybe twice a week.
Maybe feeling something from TV, YouTube, Music, or an observation in the street.
Sometimes the tears stay hidden behind my eyes, no liquid, but emotion is there.
I feel it there.
I want to feel them.
Also I want to understand them. 

I am going to pay more attention to these moments. 
Feel them more 
by reflecting on why 
* this moment 
* this thought 
* this memory 
* this feeling ..... 
to understand more who I am. 

The triggers that open my soul emotionally.

I am becoming more aware, as I get older, 
that I can't do all I want to do - can't deliver so much. 
I still have passion & creative stirrings in my soul but not the energy I once had. 
This means that I need to prune my priorities more. 

A sign always on my desk. 'STRATEGIC PRIORITIES'. 
Maybe I need to concentrate more on being than doing. 
Yet BECOMING developing changing stretching creating learning thirsting yearning are priorities.

I still want to experience and reflect on growth
which does not reside in a place called comfortable.

Yearning to become ……….