Thursday, May 16, 2019

Where I am now …………

Where I am now …………

I remember .......
I was in a family kitchen helping to dry up the dishes when
I asked a question::
‘Are you where you want to be?”

There was a deep silent pause = feelings were being processed - words searching ……

I had asked question relevant to this beautiful human
there was not a reluctance to brush it of - change the subject - or go superficial ……

Where are you?
Are you where you want to be?

I am only asking you this question because
I am asking myself right now as I click keys …….
and I don’t know my answer yet.


My body has just had a big birthday 
and it happened with many BHP’s saying/messaging strong affirmations to me.
I thank you if you are one of these blessings givers.

These triggered a lot of feeling inside my ancient frame.
It has taken me, the whole experience, some amount of time to recover from the energy I used
in receiving these joys.
I have felt really tired and I have to re-visit where I am at AND
where I want to be..

“I am in the the 
process of becoming
what I want to be.”

I am still working.
Every day but not everyday on the road.

I am facilitating training - awareness and skills stuff with various groups of humans who invite me.
If you follow this website ……...
(which I would love it if you subscribe to receive a daily email - 
see - the sidebar on the right.)
……… you will see / read reflections on these parts of my mission.

I use photos images & Blob Creations on my www and in my Mission gigs on the road.
They have much more impact on you and me than many words spoken or typed.

Still foundational in my Mission Statement is::-

"Seek the Shalom of the city
where I have sent you
because in it’s Shalom
you will find your own Shalom”

This was quoted by me at the end of my first book
 'Gutter Feelings’.
FIRST Published in 1985
and republished / added to / extended in 2012.
(search for a direct dip into this book)

I am where I want to be because I am still undertaking  ’Seeking SHALOM’.

I want to retain this part of my Mission as long as possible.
The rest of my mission work is managing, with my Blob partner Ian Long, 
&  the many spin offs from many people who use the Blobs in their own work/Mission.

I can’t be where I was
non of us can be - 
but I am in a place where I want to be - 
but it is more towards the shallow-end now!

BUT I am still taking work nationwide and abroad for the year forthcoming.
Taking on new challenges.

I remain where I want to be.