Sunday, June 27, 2004

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..... Prime Minister here ...................... he was yesterday ..... the Norwegian one of course.
He was speaking and also being interviewed.
A man with a Christian faith trys to live it it seems to me. Mind you, the language is all Greek to me - Norwegian actually.

Yesterday I had feelings of failure. I cocked things up. Not aware of the complications with the language. Not the Norwegians - they can understand me - it is the tangle web of challenge with the other nationalities.
So I worked at my feelings last night in my tiredness at the end of the day and ..........
-faiure
-lonely

.........also lots of good feelings and I can cope with both the thorns and the roses.

In this festival, when I am tired and concluded my workshops, there is no fine place to rest and and few people I know to hang with. So I feel a loss. I feel the lonely thing. Do you ever?
Not many people will say.

Now I have another day and two workshops as well as the whole festival to deal with....

love love love ya love ya
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