6am/car/airport/security/earbuds/new cam/latte/Norwegian Airways/music/Yusef Islam/Dilla/Wonder "When the summer came ..........."
Plane/Oslo/Plane/Bergen/Train/music/Chronos Quartet/Grieg/Tom Waits/Tunnels/Fjords/Tunnels/Snow Capped mountains ...........
I strive to love like I have never been hurt....... and because I have been hurt, it helps me to be better equipped to 'do' love.
'Comfort' is a dangerous place to be and an impossible place to 'become'.
On a plane ....... found myself being hyper sensitive to my emotions. I had no strong emotions. No big issues in my life.
Trying to read my depth of feelings as I write this.
Intouch/deep/tears//excluded/rejected/rejected/unacceptable/ignored/disregarded/joy/tender/passion ............ I am feeling the feelings of humans I know and want to feel them so I can love even though I have been hurt - feel hurt ................. love and joy flow mingled down .........
I want to live life/feel life/feel others/not hard heart/marble/ducksback/deprivation/on the plane ........ feelings are strong now.
Vulnerable writing this in my little note book. Tender/Tender.
He who was rich ............
Last night in a session I was telling about the homeless man,
I think I may have blogged about it.
I was passing him seated in the street and paused to give him some money ........... and he held out a paper cup and I said - "Can I put it in your hand please" - because I wanted to touch him ......
and as I was telling this -
I was there again with the stranger -
and I became emotional ..........
See from his head, his hands, his feet
sorrow and love flow mingled down .............
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