Tuesday, July 24, 2018

I asked if I could ask you a question; I said this to the world via screens.

I asked if I could ask you a question;
I said this to the world via screens.
I asked my QUESTION::

Will you ask me a question?

Here was one question from two BHP's.

Two Questions 
from Two people here::
1)  How (and maybe when – if that is not a 2nd question)
Did you reach the place where you can see everyone
As a Beautiful Human Person?
2)  My question to you Pip BHP, which I'm asking because you appear to find good in everyone...
Have there been people in your life where you truly could not find the BHP inside?
If yes then what made you stop looking with this person, and if no, what gives you the compassion to find what others can't ?
Thank you Mark & Ian -
I have had many people in my life when I could not see/find/feel the BHP inside. 
I have trained myself, and still at it, to deal with these initial feelings by walking through a beady curtain of those feelings. 
Owning these feelings. 
Feeling these feelings - not suppressing. 
Once I realise I have that feeling 
(negative, Dislike, Distaste) 
I deliberately walk through my curtain of feelings, 
accepting & acknowledging those feelings, 
but going beyond them to connect with the beautiful 
who may be out of sight.
There is always a reason, 
a purpose in violence, aggression - all behaviour - 
But I believe. 
I am attracted to people with obnoxious behaviour. 
(An obnoxious person is a hurting person - I believe). 
I am still scared of violence - I hate it. 
I have lived with it so much I have felt it in my blood stream. 
I still sit with my back to the wall in a cafe etc.