A this very moment
I am thinking::
How am I feeling.
I am digging into where I am
emotionally
physically
missionary
Writing helps me get things out
where I can study where I am
where I want to go
Where I want to be.
On this day we have
Granddaughters x 2
Yesterday they invaded our flat
FIRST TIME for about 20 weeks!
We played hide the monkey
( soft toy Monkey always resident here)
The three of us
take it in turns to hide & then find!!
The rules
we must be able to see a little bit of monkey .............. they are both
(aged 10 & 5) are really good at it.
The enthusiasm
gusto
glee
is evident in every hide.
So ............... I am a happy Grandad !
They are staying around for a few days.
Playtime for Grandma and Grandad.
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We are testing coming out of C19 lockdown
I have not been in a shop for 20 weeks
MrsBeautiful has been in 'one'.
I am more at risk re my age & the cancer.
MrsBeautiful just has the age bit -
ageing beautifully !!
Ran my car into the garage today.
Face covering like a gangster !!
For months it has need a service and MOT
but ......... allowing a stranger to touch everywhere inside the car has been too much of a risk.
I have my wipes ready today for when I get my car back.
Other than these stretching events - we have sat outside in a cafe
"2 flat whites and a smile please"
My relationships have only been online.
You will know so well that falls massively short in terms of communication - keeping & building relationships.
55% of our communication is in the face.
We miss that
I miss that.
I am missing my 121's
mores my training days / facilitating teams, therapists, counsellors, youth workers, teachers, peace workers etc .............
I miss prepping = learning.
I miss human responses = learning for me too.
So stepping forward out of lockdown.
Slowly.
I am feeling OK
Will not say GOOD
But thoughtFULL
Positive
but
I just want to get going.
How are you?
Can you write to dig deeper
other than just fleeting thoughts?
✅💲T🅰Y🅱eautiful✅
until we meet again here
or
face to face
Human to Human
BHP to BHP
#YouAreBeautiful
