Cool Beerfan in face
westwood/hip hop in the radio
Naz the new one
Joan watching the round ball
round world cup
me clicking you
downloading pix
from the week
about 50 a day
friday 95
fantastic moments/seconds
of faces
always humans
never scenes
drink in the memory
interactions
transactions
I am on drugs
transaction drugs
I yearn to be with these human
drink in their lives
sip from their cup
of experience
ask questions
always questions
slow with opinions
full on feelings
loveitloveitloveit
cannot tell you
lots of
confidential
thinking about things shared
like
"My father always made me know I was fat.
I could never make
him love me.
I decided nobody would love me unless I was perfect.
I felt ugly,
as if I was falling
down a dark hole."
jane Fonda
Guardian
and I believe in
beautiful imperfection
of self
of others
governments too
they are humans
even journalists
so I pour my life
out
never oppressive
I trust
liberating
I trust
always learning
always residing
in
a place
called
uncomfortable
so grow
and thinking of you and your beauty
(must buy the album
BEAUTY ROOM)
but you and your beauty
do you feel like a bud?
of a flower?
or are you fully open
at
potential?
thinking
we need to lean towards the light
the sun
the son
the source of beauty
and
become .......................
.
