Hey
BHP here.
Wilson Mansions .......... and I am home now ......... feel bad because I have not responded to emails and texts and er - I don't get post nowadays.
I feel allsorts of things. Do you?
What is the big thing on your emotional agenda?
Me? ................................
I think I feel ok about being with humans ...... about the prospect of new and challenging work ......... and going on holiday in less than two weeks ......... and lots to do before that.
I suppose I don't have a massive agenda at the moment. Sometimes I feel like I have stax in the washing machine of my mind ........... but I am ok thanx.
Just watching Big Brother on TV .... makes a change from the take-over by football which I don't watch. I like to watch BB and see all the superficial image thrown up by all the contestants ........ and the rapid change as they cannot keep up that false-as-hell-of-a-armour-plating. Masks cannot be kept in place and they are not worth even a try. I like seeing the real humans emerge. I like seeing the group move through
forming
storming
norming
performing.
The most superficial part is someone called Davina McColl ............ the presenter. All front and tabloid. All sad with superficiality ........ and - all of the above - all beautiful humans but the behaviour quite sad.
I will download some of the programmes and use them in training. All about the journey of trying understand how humans tick.
Never ending journey.
I don't believe I will ever get there ........
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