Hi ........ thanx for clicking this way at the end of the week ....... and a note to you out there who are Monday to Friday types - you are beautiful too.
This week I blogged about individuals like you and me ....... and I did think, before I started, that I would be churning over my soul about groups ....... they are so important to me.
I have had a fab time this week amongst groups and I love it love it.
I feel that the stuff that dribbled out of my mouth through my fingers onto the keys, was quiet good - it excited me anyway ....
Out-take::
The words out of our mouth (7%)
The expression on our face(55%)
The motion and shape of our human frame(38%)
Can tell others they are beautiful
or
that they are
distasteful
boring
valueless
valuable
precious
............. and all what we believe ......
(see the rest of it below)
That's what happens ...... I start to click and things come out as I reflect on life-lived.
This week I became aware that I change my inner drive when I am am prepping and getting in the groove. I prep for a facilitated session for days before, in that it is always on my mind. I make notes in my little day book or on the numerous A5 pads which hang around Wilson Mansions. They end up in a section file sooner or later. The big prep is done the day before - ideally. Often it has to be done several days before when I am back-to-back 'working out', not just 'working in'.
My total session notes are always on a single sheet of A5.
I pour over my notes - adding details as I walk through every detail of the process. If this is a day training course, several hours, all that process is in a mind map 'keyword' system. The detail is in my soul. As I drive to the gig, or commute on the tubes and trains ......... I again focus on the notes and think every step. Often every word is spoken in my head.
I am in a driving mode - total focus. The take-over shuts all other life issues down. I don't feel stress. The worst pressure happens before I prepare. Now I am just toning my soul and spirit to give 100% with passion. Ideally not intense - but passionate.
But then - when I have finished one gig - my mind switches to the next one.
I connected with myself this week - during all that focusing.
I peeped in on myself.
I don't think I am sociable before the gig.
I am tired when is ends.
It is good to look at yourself.
A lot to learn .....
Like this::
I am the opposite to boring
I am the opposite to depressing
I am the opposite to ugly
I am the opposite to stupid
I am the opposite to successful
I am the opposite to smart
I am the opposite to intelligent
I am the opposite to rich
I am the opposite to frozen
I am the opposite to perfect
I am the opposite to complete
I am the opposite to settled
I am the opposite to content
I am the opposite to being
I am the opposite to hard
I am the opposite to silent
I am the opposite to paused
I am the opposite to country
I am the opposite to still
I am the opposite to death
I am the opposite to
I am the opposite to
I am the opposite to
I am the opposite to
I am the opposite to
I have left some blanks for you to complete?
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