Wednesday, November 06, 2019

I don't know how to spell 'anxiety' - don't usually have to !!

I don't know how to spell 'anxiety'
(thank you spell check
You are disguising my weakness every day)

I have been anxious since 16th of October
when I was diagnosed with Prostate Cancer
I am experiencing something new and challenging.

I had an MRI scan yesterday
the wonders of invention
and the NHS

I had a few sleepless nights
due to my concern about that tunnel!
BUT I used the time thinking about
my forthcoming Training Day design 
and that removed me from the tunnel reality.

Another hurdle on Monday next.
A biopsy which is more intrusive.

I will not know the outcomes
or the treatment needed until 22nd November.

I am full of feeling as I click this.
But I aim to be open and honest in all my communications.
So I thought I would share with you.

I am not telling everyone.
BUT I wanted to be open with you.