Thursday, November 04, 2004

.............. there is a man who I see regularly who;
never looks my way
never speaks until I say hello
then doen't
never uses my name
more often a grunt
never eye contact
always the head dropped

this human person
I WILL say
a beautiful human person
- will not change my way of
saying hello to everyone
using a name whenever I can recall it
looking at ..... the person
whilst communicating

I have decided to behave in a certain way
and another human
will not control my proactive communication
by their own behaviour.

I will not be a reactor

I know a woman who is
nasty to me
all the time
every interaction

I will be
I will not be
a reactor

There is some deep sense of faith and theology behind this
- I must try to understand it sometime........