Sunday, February 07, 2021

I have been missing my gigs - on the road with humans I have never met before and ENGAGING


..... Pipturesque .................. what a picture ...........

I have been missing my gigs
Pulling together my understanding of each days events - 
the contextual stuff like who will be there and numbers etc. 
A big one of course, is the objectives of each session.

It is ideal to prepare one gig and then deliver - 
rather than prep a whole week at one time. 
The reality is different. 

Some of my past regular work ....... I cannot tell you about or share the pix.
Maybe in a book sometime in the future ….
..... please check my current stuff on …..
........ some good stuff you can buy and more on

'Why am I afraid to tell you who I am'
My favourite book - front cover
It continues on the back cover
'because if I tell you who I am, 

and you don't like who I am, 

that is all I have'
Get it?

I will tell you who I am right now::
I have felt failure this week
I have felt scared this week
I have felt drained this week
I have felt affirmed this week
I have felt encouraged this week due to some beautiful human posts/emails
I have felt deeply sad this week for a human disregarded
I have felt helpless this week when with a human in extreme need
I have felt tearful this week when I saw a human opening up  like a flower to the sun ............
I feel positive, yearning, restless, trusting, nervy, ready, not ready, determined, passionate .....
......... and you?

Can you ?
Why are you afraid to tell who you are - if that is true ……..

"I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I...
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference".

Robert Frost