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Originally uploaded by Pip Wilson.
..... when I don't know what to click I turn to feelings ..... the human me ....... I have this commitment to be honest with
myself
you
................ and anyone who bumps into me on the journey of life and can handle some intimacy. I consider you to be like that because you click this way.
I have a big commitment to telling you who I really am ..... because, by doing that, I discover a bit more of who I really am ~~~~~ and I need to do that.
I feel
-still a bit sluggish from the seasonal slow down and of being with people who love me and accept me and are able to do that.
-I feel loved
-I feel for Val in Hospita, just heard, l for the first time this year and multiple if you view the past 12 months. Val was one of the six of us who did the boogie in Brugge these past few days!
-I have feelings beyond friends to those I love who I work with. Funny that I cannot cal them friends - professionally it is nor right - but I feel with them as much as I would any friend and human I relate to with any intimacy.
-feelings here are of pleasure of being with them and feeling their resilience ....... their personality ....... and their beauty.
(I was with two homeless young humans today and I spotted a five pound note on the floor ........ their reaction was to to pick it up and lay it on the side for whoever had lost it. There was no grab - no surge of selfishness - no pleasure or desire ........... only .........., I guess, I wonder who has dropped this and do they need it more than me ............. )
I have feelings about that and mainly about them. Beautiful imperfection.
So that is a wee wilson bit ....... maybe not a 'pearl of wilson' in my dullness ~~~~~~~~ but I have tried to contact me - and share it ...... and out of it has come some reflection which I did not clock before I clicked ..... and that is why I write ......
b~~~~~~~blessed
b~~~~~~~becoming
b~~~~~~~beautiful imperfection because you bless others in it .......
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