Thursday, April 06, 2006






Hey - hello - thanx for clicking this way .....

I have been out for long days and only today on catch up and want to say - hey!!

I ....... Returned to a road once travelled today.
Exactly a year since I departed from this community -
I returned to mix with warm beautiful humans.

I was given a wee cafe cream cigar - the ones I smoke - by a man with very special needs.
from the poorest came a gift to me.
I experience that so many times.
Generosity from the beautiful .............
I wan to tell you more about him but it would not be right -
maybe when I next see you ......... I will and want to.


A most beautiful human gave me a kiss.
She held me at arms length for months as she tested my trust.
Then she let me in - close.
A year later from last seeing her - a kiss.
In the past she would not let me take a photo.
Then she let me.
Another beautiful sign.
Today she let me take a pic of her with two black eyes.
She had them - not me.
I didn't even ask how she got them.
Being with her was enough.
I will ask if I can post her black-eyed-human-face here.
So you can se her here
I want to.
But it is her face.
Her eyes.
Her decision.

I was welcomed too
by Staff who are still there in a wondrous groove
of loving the humans I once loved
and do
now

I miss em

I once poured my life into this community
for two years
yearning for us all to grow
for me
yes

A small number I see and hear about
they too are on the journey
others battered and damaged
seemingly stuck
and yet
loved.
NO GREATER LOVE THAN TO LOVE
and to get no visible response
and love the same
a man on a cross once did that
I saw others doing that today
not naked on a cross
but 2006 humans
smiling
relating
talking
looking into empty eyes with love
responding
loving


this word
'love'
I can find no other
better.


If you are reading this
you - in that place
that community
I feel - royal
because you welcomed me
valued me
gave me time
something you do for so many.
I feel accepted
Thanx.




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