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..... and it is nice to be back here with you ...... thanx for clicking in by my side - late night for me ................ even though for you it is .......... (fill in space)
Have been a bit on a non stop roll with going North for the funeral. Glad we did it and wanted to. Adds of course to busy life. Still in recovery a wee bit from driving - I now think - ten hours out of twenty six hours away from home. I am not in a groove to reflect about that experience but want to sometime soon. I need to click it out of my system.
Thanx for being one of 150 unique visitors to my website this month. Even though it has not changed for months, I am still getting you visit and getting about 10/15k hits a month - all from you unique humans ........ thanx.
I just want to say I am feeling .........
....... some people never say how they are feeling. Is it because it may be intrusion? Self intrusion? I don't know. I can only talk about myself and never use the words 'should' or 'aught' because they are a bit 'Daily Mail' ............. oppressive I mean. Oh my - how I dislike that newspaper and the language of slag - slag 'em off ....... anyone who is different. So full of shoulds ................
I am feeling tired/distracted/sleepless/deep/full on/searching/yearning/loving the people around me and know DAMN KNOW that it needs to be matched with a yearning love for those in the World I do not know.
Bless 'em.
God so loved the world eh!
How can I?
So I feel good but not as fresh as normal. I am aware of my incompleteness and desire to be more on the edge ...........
I will go.........
Leave you with a thought for the night/day .............
The best thing I know ....... the best thing I can say is .......
you are a beautiful human ...................
