Friday, July 23, 2004

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Had more hits on my web-site today than anytime in recent history
thanx if you hit
I feel good that humans take the time to click towards me.
It is like touching a fingertip on yours

had a day in the office today
catching - up - doing replies - communicating
that means filling my diary too
I like communicating - but not when I am late and delayed

James Gheni - a great man from Romford years - have not met him for 18 months
regret
now fixed and delighted
great man
love to spend time with people I love and feel regret that I cannot do all I want

Got Volker and Ulli arriving tomorrow for a visit
friends from Germany -love em
again - I want to be with them more
again I want to 'become' with them more

I feel ok and good like - how do you feel in your soul - the centre of your being?

I feel loving - for many humans - this feels vulnerable as well as positive - loving so many makes me ache.
I guess some reserve love for a few.
I want to love - all.
I don't want to dilute my love
is that a danger or what?

So much to tell you - but feel I need a bit more time to dip the well of my soul
It helps to tell you - otherwise, I am certain, I would keep things in.
Who do you tell who you are?
Who you are becoming?

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