Thursday, October 23, 2003

tired now
passion going out
but glad I do this

the people with unbelievable stories are still in my soul
not stories
real life lived. not stinking fiction

saw the programme on tv tonight about the young Welsh girl who was mashed at 11 and on the streets at 12. I feel deeply. So many damaged by parents who were unable to love
refused to love
Recently I have had things shared with me that are so horrific I cannot tell.
I just want to understand it.
Cannot change it ....... it is history but can work with, contribute to the damaged lives and love. It is mainly an act of love.
I don't know what to do
just love.

Tired now. Listening to Gilles live on R1 but need to zz and listen on stream for the next 7 days and on tape in my car forever.

will love you and leave you and .........
live and love in wonder