Wednesday, May 26, 2004

...... have so much to learn by clicking right now because my day has been full of interactions that need sussing. Need reflecting on. Need to be turned over.

Because I am working late I am not able to recall the amazing collection of experiences and also start to understand - in my tired mental mood.

I feel good with the tiredness. My neck aches and has done all day - for some reason. I feel full of buzz because people have shared such real vivid stuff with me ............. it is a privilege that. Also - so much re-enforces all the stuff I click about here. The emotional stuff. The oppressive parents and parent. The centrality of feelings and being in contact with them - as a starter for wholeness.

I want to carry on and rip through the feelings I have and others have shared/exchanged with me. My fingers won't click as fast as my racing heart.

I will let Bonhoeffer end the day for us;

"Let the person who cannot be alone beware of community. Let the person who is not in community beware of being alone"

Lord have mercy