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...... have so much to learn by clicking right now because my day has been full of interactions that need sussing. Need reflecting on. Need to be turned over.
Because I am working late I am not able to recall the amazing collection of experiences and also start to understand - in my tired mental mood.
I feel good with the tiredness. My neck aches and has done all day - for some reason. I feel full of buzz because people have shared such real vivid stuff with me ............. it is a privilege that. Also - so much re-enforces all the stuff I click about here. The emotional stuff. The oppressive parents and parent. The centrality of feelings and being in contact with them - as a starter for wholeness.
I want to carry on and rip through the feelings I have and others have shared/exchanged with me. My fingers won't click as fast as my racing heart.
I will let Bonhoeffer end the day for us;
"Let the person who cannot be alone beware of community. Let the person who is not in community beware of being alone"
Lord have mercy
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